Trust

Some of you may know that I have a HUGE issue with trust. I've been burned by two men who I loved deeply. When I say burned...that it saying it lightly. It has hit to my inner core. I fear everything now. I want to love and be loved, but I am terrified. Simply terrified. I do not want to allow myself to get close to anyone. Why should I? To be hurt again?

It's not bitterness that makes me feel this way. I've forgiven these two men. They did what they did and they are the ones who have to stand before God one day. It is fear of history that makes me feel this way.

I get wonderful devotions in my in box daily from this website. Today I received an amazing one. I know that there is only One whom I can trust. This devotion sent me into tears today. To know that He loves me unconditionally...we have an awesome God!!